Weird to say but time has been going by slowly for me when I'm at home. I don't know why, and it usually goes by too quickly. I haven't been on the WoW a lot and I guess time goes by quicker when I'm on and playing and having a good time.Recently I find myself on my red chair just watching TV shows and behind one of my computer monitors is a clock. My eyes veer up to my clock every 10 to 15 minutes. and I start to get bored and tired. Why is time going by so slow? The next 2 days I close, So maybe I'll get back to my norm. Maybe the 4am shifts threw off my inner clock. Last night I was in bed by 8pm which was unusual for me when I close the next day(today). Maybe sleeping the rest of the day away would be better. Better for my mind when it wanders to terrible places. I have no one to worry about taking care of, just myself.
I love clocks. I like knowing the time. I haaate being late to important things. Well I take that back. I don't care if I'm late for work. hehe jk jk. No but seriously, punctuality is a quality I think very highly of. I get annoyed at myself if something happens when I can't make it to someplace on time when I say. And sadly, I will always expect the same out of other people. Maybe that's why I am so difficult to please. Don't tell me you'll be there at a certain time and then show up an hour later. Although I always will expect the tardiness, it annoys the shit out of me. It turns back into lies. Harsh comparison, but when you think about it, that's what it is, bottom line.Ugh terrible ending to this but I'm done. Off to shitty work.
