I have come crawling back... (Facebook)

Who the fuck thought I died? Ugh if only... 💀💩
Half a year seems like long enough yeah?
But for the ones that didn't notice my ass deactivated ... FYI, I did. 
Part of me feels like it wasn't a long enough break and then the other part of me says meh! just reactivate and spam the shit out of the "like" button on everyone's stuff.
Wait is everything even the same?
Has stuff changed on FB or IG?
Will I be able to figure that shit out?  We'll find out right... I'm kidding of course. I'm sure even a monkey can figure that shit out... Monkeys are smart though, I mean have you seen them peel a banana?!?!?! smart little shits they are!
Anywhos!
Let's see... School, work, home. So much school, not so much work, not enough home. aaaand that's pretty much it!!! ok bye

Kidding, I guess that was a basic description of my life during that little break.

Notice how I didn't add World of Warcraft in there. That's because although I did have an active account, I didn't play as much as I used to. Even now I don't and I would LOVE to say it's because I've emersed myself in my studying but not really though. I had done a couple posts on my WoW blog lately though so I haven't fully not done anything ingame.
So what has replaced my WoW time?

ANIME has taken over a part of my life. I'm not savy in the world of anime yet, but I love it and want more. So much so that I did do a Crunchyroll sub. I remember doing a Nerdcrate box opening video and I got a flyer with a Crunchyroll coup code and I was like "um WTF I don't want this?"... What was I thinking!?!?!? ugh I wanna slap myself now. oh wells. But yeah I 💓 Anime right now. Ugh! why did it take me this long to get into this shit!
I had to start with the current popular ones (Demon slayer, Attack on Titan, My Hero Academia, Jujutsu Kaisen, Death Note and then others Re: Zero, Sword Art Online, Black Butler, Hunter x Hunter, and suggested by Crystal, Tokyo Ghoul, so good LOVE that one so much. Sorry Crystal, I haven't gotten to Dragonball yet... BUT I did start on Naruto. OK I better stop cuz I could go on and on... shit I might make another post JUST about my anime, husbandos and waifus.

Oh and here is a pic of the two latest pieces of glass art I asked Dustyn to make for me!!!
He does such awesome work, and yes he should sell them, but he doesn't take my money, so I just buy him random unnecessary shit from Amazon unbeknownst to him... like I bought him the Attack on Titan sword for cosplayers... LOL why? cuz it looked cool. 

Ok so on that anime note, my love of Japan has creeped the fuck back into my soul. I mean aside from the fact that it runs through my body being half Japanese and all... derp!, but seriously, thoughts of actually moving there is taking up significant space in my heart. Last week, I would like to say out of the blue, but I might have put that notion in Pop's head to actually ask me if I would move there, cuz I was putting labels in Japanese on things. like "nagashi" on the sink or "sentakki" on the washing machine. No matter how much times we watch Sumo, he's never once asked me that. I have bought books, and downloaded apps to help me learn the language, but I have not actually taken the time to really invest in learning Japanese. The decision to learn while I'm in school for Surgical Tech wasn't good timing... HEY! my brain is very small and simple as you all know, I can't fuckin learn a new trade AND a new language at once bruh! who do you think I am? That fuckin' Rosetta Stone chick!?!? no but seriously, I don't have the mental capacity for it right now... When I'm done with school, get settled into the Surg Tech job world, then most likely it would be the time. With all that being said, I would love to move there, but baby steps so of course eventually I will visit in the near future to dip my toes in the whole culture first.

Oh wait! how did that all start? why the fuck do you wanna move out of the US. Is that even a serious question right now? HA! ANYWAYS!!!!

Now that I think about it, I didn't fully leave social media. Cuz it didn't dawn on me until literally this moment, that YouTube is considered "social media" HOWEVER!!! In my defense I watch it on my Roku, and I'm pretty sure it does not utilize the comment section. Cuz if it does, I've never seen it. All I can do from my Roku is watch the fuckin videos and subscribe to the channels. So really the "social" aspect of it all has been completely shot through Roku. SOOoooo... never mind all that rubbish, no social media lives on!
But yeah so where the frick was I going with that, was that along with anime, I've been suckered into the world of youtubers and dare I say influencers. Where did my resurfacing Japan bug come from? I have no clue how I found "Abroad in Japan", maybe from all the sumo content I watch, and the interweb spies said "hey try this shit!" well I did indeed get suckered in. If I were to sum up Abroad in Japan, pretty much it's a channel about travel, food and culture in Japan. And from that spawned a slightly uncontrollable need to consume anything "otaku" related surrounding Chris Broad. For the longest time I have not been willing to add anything to my laundry list of things I watch but majority of the people he is associated with I really enjoyed, they are funny and I am always entertained when I watch their stuff.  Ugh it's so good! I made a chain chart of people I enjoy watching that branched off of that show:

Ok I'll wrap this rubbish rambling up now... On a slightly serious note...
My time away was a much needed one, always refreshing to be honest. I can't guarantee I will ever keep up with social media the same as I used to, but until another "deactivating" fit creeps up I will try to get my weird shit out there. I can tell you I won't be posting as much shameless selfies (if any) as I used to, goodness forbid I even torture the bathroom mirror with the sight of me when I get out of the shower, so enjoy the pics of me that I currently have up cuz that's all ya getting. I can guarantee more weirdness and self-deprecating humor to come out of my mouth, errr keyboard. 
I will always be a weirdo geek, I will always say and do what I want without any mind for how it makes me look. It does sound pathetic considering I'm getting older and should grow the fuck up, and I know I've said this on many occasions but as long as I am not purposely trying to hurt anyone else's feelings, then I will still do it. I'm not always fuckin sunshine, fluffy clouds and rainbows, goodness even I have my limits, but I do try my best not to bring anyone else down around me when I'm having a moment.
I think I'm just fuckin talking in circles so I'll end this now....
Thanks for reading... *hugs*

Oh yeah wait!
I love this filter! The only thing I would have liked different would have been a better distinction between the brown/blonde color in my hair I see the half split a little but the yellow blended in.
Dust! Anime me!!!! I might have to get this filter for myself.